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Controversial, that's what life is.

Being understandable, that is what we try.

Fail, that is what we do.

Love, tries to hide the failure.

Anger, brings out the failure.

......And you, keep me calm during this all.

- Humair Nasim

Problematic

We all have issues and problems, it's normal. But we all solve them in a different way, let me tell you how you SHOULD do it. First of all, by building a barriere around yourself you won't reach anything, that way you won't see the solution either. I guess that's what a lot of y'all don't realize. Just take your time, find a spot in your house where you can think in silence and get your thoughts straight... This is a step you NEED  to take otherwise you can't overlook the situation as it is. Try to figure out what you really want to do with the situation; what do you exactly want? This'll take a lot of time though, because a lot of us (even me) don't really know what they want. So did you figure out what you really want to do? Got it? Okay try to relate this to your problem; by doing what you want, will you get rid of the problem? If not, then you should overthink what you really want, because that can't be it. If you eventually found what you really want, try to find a way to do it. If you can see that way, strongly believe you'll get there, don't doubt a second that you can't get done what you really want... Because if you believe, you'll receive.

  So one more time:
- Get your thoughts straight, overlook the situation
- Try to figure out what you really want
- Relate your wish to your problem
- Try to find a way to get done what you really want
- Believe that you'll get it done, don't doubt it.

Hope this will affect your way of handling a situation.

I even made the newspaper, forreal

Lil Wayne's best live performance

All his live performances SUCK, but this was really his  best one, because he uses auto-tune live... Been searching for this a little while now, last year I was looking too for it, I found it though... This was at Saturday Night Live btw, you can catch him soon at SNL, performing ''No Love'' with Eminem.

That's All I Have

I never understood the point of a relationship, isn't it just friendship + a bit more love? I mean the only thing is that you have to say that you love or like eachother and shit... Anyway what is love? If you say that you love a person, can you prove that? Some people really jump off a building, but that are emos who like to prove you wrong and show that their love isn't a utopy.... Well he isn't alive to show you though! It's funny though, you like eachother, then you start loving eachother, then you're in love... First thing first: what the hell now? I mean people that are in a relationship, don't even tell eachother everything, they talk about eachother with their friends... Wasn't the first rule ''being honest with eachother''? Crazy people out here, I'm telling you.. But still, even if you are in a relation, it doesn't differ that much from friendship, the only difference is that you can touch and fuck with eachother... Was that it? Did you just wanted sex? That's no problem, but why act out the whole relation-thing? I'd never say explicit to a girl that I wanted a relation, saying that shit kills all the anticipation there was or should've been... Then you know what you're doing this all for, because you want something with eachother, something that shows that you love eachother. But if things like this are been said explicit you might as well quit the whole thing, I don't even know why btw, I just wanted to get this out. Things like this bother me like forever, they chase my thoughts! Last year it would've been math-calculations like ''880/20 * 21'' then I HAD to solve them, it wasn't a problem though, I'd have done that in seconds, not even! Nowadays I always have thoughts and I discuss them with myself, it's fun to, but too bad you can't share it with everybody... but not everybody would like to read it though. My point is: don't say things explicit, never say ''I want a relationship'' or ''But our relationship...'', search for alternatives like ''Baby, what we have ...''. A writer writes because he has something to say, a wound that hasn't been closed, the wound is a reason. If the writer finds out a way to close the wound, so if he finds out why he writes, the actual reason, he won't write anymore. Atleast he won't like he used to, because he has nothing to say anymore, the wound has been healed... Okay that was kinda random, but I just wanted to let y'all know this ish.

Acknowledgement

So I don't have a lot confidence, that's just the way it is, I used to get bullied because of my appearance so that did something with me. Anyway though, I'm not confident enough, but that is something I accept, by accepting that I acknowledge that I'm ugly at the same time. So when I be talking with people they notice sometimes that I have a bad thought about myself and they be saying ''Humair, you're not ugly, stop that!'' .... Forreal? You just told me that? So when you ask me: ''What haircut should I get?'' and I say ''Not a straight pony'' what the hell would you be thinking? Probably the same as me; ''WTF''. Like forreal, wtf should I think next? Don't tell me that I'm not ugly, better shut your mouth if you can't say me something nice -__-'. You'll probably be thinking that you helped me out, no bitch you didn't. That was some useless-ass information... I know I'm not ugly btw, otherwise I wouldn't get girls hahah, they (who like me) think I'm cute or something, because of my personality. Yes I háve a personality! I know you don't, at that point a lot of people would like to be me... a somebody. I don't really know why the fuck I blogged this, didn't want to gain attention or something, but I just wanted to get this shit straight. Have a nice day :-)

#LovingYouWasWrong

So this dude Jeremy Greeme covered Dirty Money's ''Loving You No More'' and he kept Drake's verse, this version is actually a bit more ''appealing'' you could say. This guy can sing forreal so at some parts you'll be like ''Wow, this is better than the original!''. Overall, it is better than the original, but we can forget to get a video of this version... The song also kinda explains how I feel, so that's why I'm posting this shit in the first place haha.

9 AM in Dallas

''If you ain't got, you ain't got it''

-The theory is brilliant.

Doubt.

I doubt it, everything, even life.

I just might wake up tomorrow in heaven,

realizing this was all a bad dream.

Lil Wayne.... Awful

DAMN.

Top 20 ''Most Played''

I figured out it might be interesting to share my most played songs on my mp4, most of 'em are songs that are released this year, some of 'em are older. You might not know some of them and when you see some you be like ''hey that's my favorite!''... And behind the song I'ma put how often I've played it. Anyway though, here I go:

1. Lil Wayne ft. Dre - Red Rum [210]
2. Tyga ft. Lil Wayne - I'm On It [174]
3. Bow Wow - Roger That [159]
4. Ester Dean - Drop It Low (ft. CB, Weezy, Trey & Diddy) [125]
5. Drake - My New Shit [125]
6. T.I. - I'm Back [110]
7. Drake ft. Lil Wayne - Miss Me [102] 
8. B.o.B ft. Em & Hayley Williams - Airplanes Pt. 2 [98]
9. Big Sean - High Rise [98]
10. Trey Songz - I Wanna Rock [90]
11. 2 Pistols - Cash Money Dreaming [85]
12. Sean Garret ft. Lil Wayne - Girls On Girls [79]
13. Fabolous ft. Red Cafe - Tonight [77]
14. Eminem - Despicable [73]
15. Eminem ft. Lil Wayne - No Love [73]
16. Lil Wayne ft. Drake - Stuntin [73]
17. Drake - All Night Long (Premature Leak) [69]
18. Lil Wayne ft. Eminem - Drop The World [69]
19. Drake ft. Jay-Z - Light Up [65]
20. New Boyz - Give It Up [65]

I haven't listened to some of these songs in months, I just played them a lot in a short period and never played it again haha. So which of these songs are your most-played too?

Awkward, but true

''Not being with the one you love might give you the feeling

there's nothing to be here for,

but don't get it twisted,  you also have a life.''

The Playground Killers...

So I noticed Bei Maejor with this shirt on and I thought it was really dope and then I got on a site where they sell the shirt, it's really awesome take a look. It's for thirty bucks and in Euros that's almost 20 euro or something and that ain't shit! But shipping stuff... nah and I can't fit it, I can return it though but that's a too long process. Check it out though:

If you want to buy it, you can do it over here.

Mixtapes Of The Day

So today I bumped a few tapes during class, what else to do when you're bored huh? So anyway though, check out these mixtapes I like and I'ma tell you something 'bout them.

I'm not really somebody that promotes mixtapes so if I do you really should listen to them, anyway though, this mixtape is of Audio Push, you might know 'em from the clip ''Teach Me How To Jerk''.  This is (I'm not sure) their second mixtape and it's really fun to listen to! It's even worth to blog about apparently, these guys are kinda underrated and get compared to the New Boyz... You may compare them to New Boyz if you're talking about their originality, both are very original and creative. But their sound is nothing like eachother, they're on the same level of dopeness but aren't the same though. So this mixtape is about... well; girls, relations, fame, envy and that type of things, every song sounds different so don't worry about hearing the same thing over and over again.

Rating: 5/5

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Yeah I actually thought about this first before I putted this up, you see, I believe Roscoe Dash is the concept of what Soulja Boy had in mind about himself, Soulja Boy failed, Roscoe didn't. Roscoe is recognizable for his voice, it's always the same. He caught my attention with his song ''Feeling Like Dis'', it was about a girl blabla and it was cool, I had a good feeling about him. Later on he came with his song ''Show Out'' that became a banger in no-time. So after that a view videoclips, remixes and songs came and yesterday I saw this mixtape at HotNewHipHop.com and downloaded it. So while I was bumping this today, I stood still and realized: ''Damn... all the songs I listened till now, are DOPE!!'' and by then I was at 9/28.. And afterall I've got to say, his songs are kinda the same to be honest; his voice and the tune, but he still kills every song and it makes hella sense. You should download this if you hate Soulja Boy and want to see Roscoe Dash take his position over in this game!

Rating: 5/5

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Tweet Of The Day

Wisdom owns knowledge

Intelligence isn't based on knowledge, 

it's based on wisdom...

(c) Humair Nasim

Same Song, New Beat...

Drake - I'm Ready For You

This is a reference track to some artist, too bad Drizzy doesn't keep it to himself cause this is really hot! Before, this song had a other beat that was... well it was okay, this new beat is hotter!

X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X

Usher - Somebody To Love (ft. JB) (Versus Album Version)

This track already was originally from Usher but he gave it to Bieber cause he didn't really know what to do with it and added himself later on on the remix. But now he remixed the song by using a new beat and a one Bieber verse. I co-sign this song as dope and I'm looking forward to Usher's album! He doesn't have dope track always -cause I'm not into is slowsongs- but on every album he defenitely got a bunch!

MR. BENTON MIXTAPE 20 AUG 2010

This is the shit, a mixtape that is a mix between Rap, RnB and later on it goes House and Dance... I'm still listening so I'm wondering what's coming next, check it out! It switches from Chris Brown to Drake to MJ to Jay-Z to The Dream. Crazy shit!

VIDEO: Drake - Miss Me (ft. Lil Wayne)

So we finally got this video for ''Miss Me'', I'm proud to say that it isn't a fail! The only thing that is -in my opinion- strange is that Lil Wayne is like on the walls and on the doors... I thought it would be a different scene, but that is just one thing that could've been done better, and except of that, this is Drake's best video till now... Wonder what ''Fancy'' will be like, though I like this song more so I won't digg it as much as this one.

Note: couldn't help notice all the illuminati-signs btw, do you see them too?

Throwback Song: ''S On My Chest''

DJ Khaled - S On My Chest (ft. Lil Wayne & Birdman)

This song really is an old-timer, it was one of the first songs I heard from DJ Khaled and it introduced me to Lil Wayne, the song has stupid-ass metaphores; it is perfect! It's off DJ Khaled's ''We The Best'' album and they should've made a video for it, too sad they didn't, cause it's really dope! Anyway enjoy the song.

You know, I still hope they make a video of this song one day...

Introducing: Bei Maejor!

I really love this guy, he caught my attention with the buzz of his mixtape ''Upside Down'', so I listened to it... And DAMN the mixtape is hot! I can say without a doubt: this deserves the ''Mixtape Of The Year'' award. All the songs on this mixtape are hot, they're honest and also have dope features. Ain't no song lame! Check out the latest video of this project, it dropped today. In the song he talks about his high school crush he met at the airport and they both say they liked eachother and then...

 

Bei Maejor - She Was (A Broken Love Story)

Anyway you gotta download this project! No? Well listen to some of my favorite songs off this mixtape...The project features big artists like Drake, Trey Songz, T-Pain, Keri Hilson and more!

Bei Maejor - Barbershop Talk

Bei Maejor - I'm On It (ft. T-Pain)

Bei Maejor - Drinks On Me (ft. Trey Songz)

Convinced now? Thought so... download it here.

Fear

''And I just wanna tell the truth, before one of these haters loads a couple shells and shoots''

My little niece, Maliha

Bunch of new hot videos...

Gucci Mane - The Movie

Normally I haaaaate Gucci! Cause most of the time he says dumb shit, you know he makes too much music, but making too much music = saying too much. And sometimes you run out of things to say and you talk shit.

But he did well on this song and I'm glad to call this song ''HOT''

 

Lighter - I Got A Icey Watch

This dude is an unsigned hype, according to WSHH. Anyway he can spit! He kills the beat and he's defenitely worth to listen to, so check him out.

 

G.U.N.S. - Who Are You

Goons United by the New School aka GUNS, these guys are dope too, never expected them to be though, but I was in a good mood so I took a moment and listened to this song...

 

IYAZ - So Big

I hated Iyaz because of his song ''Replay'', just because I thought he was a one-day-star, you know the guys that make one single and think their whole life is made. Comparable to the rapper Jim Jones that made the song

''We Fly High''. Anyway this song is a good tune and fun to listen to!

Tyga - I'm On It (ft. Lil Wayne)
This is just straight fire and the video is dope, posted this shit before, but if I'm posting dope songs anyway..

Rant on Travie McCoy and his style

I like Travie McCoy, he's an awesome dude, who wears his heart on his sleeve (now on his throat too, he tatted one on there). But that last point is what I really like about him, he's always honest, like when he told he was addicted to pharmaceuticals since he was 15 and about his break-up with Katy Perry. He went to rehab and I think he's over it, Travie is an inspiring guy, from who you could learn something, he shows us that there IS hope, even when you're addicted since forever! In his blog he mentioned about another side of struggle; he was afraid that his friends and fans wouldn't consider him as cool and he thought he might not be able to write good songs anymore. That's the point where I was shocked... that he thought that! Then I saw this wasn't really a fysical addiction (that he would sweat and shit without them pills) but a mental addiction! He would hallucinate that he wasn't able to do stuff without it that he usually does, that's the point when I saw the problem... Glad that it's over anyway!

I also like his style, it's unique. He defenitely has got cool outfits most of the time, but sometimes I'm like: ''Nah, I wouldn't wear that... ever''. The reason why, might depend on the fact that I'm a schoolkid and he's a rockstar (he doesn't make rock-music, but you get the point). Those people can wear anything colorful or odd or kinky and it's fashion and we accept it (so do I). But I'm not a fashiondesigner, neither a trendsetter, that doesn't mean I follow them, I'm on my own shit though, but still... But his style is very cool, he doesn't exaggerate with his dressing, he's just Travie, that's why I also respect him, he's doing him; making goofy faces and wearing ''exotic'' things and living life! The reason I wrote this blog is because I read an interview of him which he did with Honey Mag, check that out here and I felt like sharing this all. I'm sorry if I said some things in a wrong way, but that's how I interpreted his talk... Still waiting for his ''Forgetting Katy Perry'' mixtape!

I hope you enjoyed reading this!

VIDEO: Tyga - I'm On It (ft. Lil Wayne) [MUSIC VIDEO]

The video is better than I expected, actually... it's really good. This shit might hit MTV in Holland some day!

YMCMB!

My new shit...

So I bought my Fossil watch yesterday, my dad prefered another watch, don't matter though, I like this one :) My mom's brothers aren't excited about it either, but it's about me right? This beauty is 130,- btw ;)

VIDEO: Sean Garret - She Geeked (ft. Tyga & Gucci Mane)

The video is out now! Don't get it why they did it in black & white... sad... But it's okay, I like Tyga's intro though. Overall it's a okay video. It's off Sean's new album that's gonna be released on Cash Money.

YMCMB!

VIDEO: Soulja Boy & Tyga - Be Quiet

This eventually had to happen... But okay, Tyga makes up Soulja's awful part.... Heard there's coming an official music video too, this is just a studio-performance. You know, I don't even know what to think of this, this is just too emotional and controversial, I mean how could Tyga collab with this dude!! Whatever... just watch the video below and enjoy of Tyga's part.

Roast Session: Quote

''Imperfection is what makes us unique''

- Yeah, that's what ugly people say....

What a shitty face..

I was in England when these photos were taken, I like my shirt, that's why I post these pictures, ow and Daryenne was wondering how short hair looked on me, well here's your answer: FAIL

DRIZZY DRAKE ROGERS

''South Beach, Miami ho, I'm probably with Tammy To''

Okay, so check out Tammy Tores on the picture below, damn she looks hot! Kid Polo... don't know that guy neither do I wanna know, I like his chain though, I want one...

VIDEO: Eminem - Love The Way You Lie (ft. Rihanna)

I really like this video, it's full of emotions and it's like the song has been made for this video, really beautiful. Ow and does it depend on me or is Rihanna's nose a bit wider? Anyway she looks hot, so does Megan Foxx, I'm really glad she played in this ''movie'', damn she looks good!

Bow Wow @ The Wendy Williams Show!

Bow Wow recently stopped by Wendy Williams to do a show, he tells us about
how he came in the acting world, how is rap-career is doing and about his new movie
''Lottery Ticket''! He seems to be a good guy, somebody you can have fun with.

She can make it go...

I really like this song, it's called ''Go'' by Drake, the final version features Belly, but fuck him. Anyway listen to Drake's part, it's so... soft and slow. When I listen to this song I imagine touching a girl's skin very softly and kissing her in the neck. Don't know why, but I guess it's the atmosphere of the song... Listen to it below. Ow btw I have almost the same shirt as Drake! Almost...

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Lil Wayne - Right Above (ft. Drake) [FULL/NO DJ/CDQ]

I just went on the internet and I already had the feeling the full version must've dropped and I was right too! So here enjoy the full version of this song, I hope they'll make a videoclip of it. The song is off Tunechi's ''I'm Not A Human Being'' LP. Download here.

Kanye West interrupts Vegeta

(Via http://www.deviantart.com/)

Possible new watch?

My Fossil-watch broke 2/3 months ago. And it really BROKE, cause the glass was broken and everything! So my dad brought it last month to the store to repare it, they said it would cost 25 euro and we were like yeah that's okay. So today, one month later, they called and the woman said: ''It's not possible to repair it and it will take too long, but it still has guarantee, so you can come and pick A NEW WATCH of the same price at our store''. I don't have to tell that I had a mental orgasm at that moment? Anyway I've been to their store many times, and I was looking on the internet (where they have almost the same watches) and I kinda liked this one:

So what do y'all think? Should I take this one?

A circus on the neck

Screw Rick Ross and his big head, but I love his chains and his glasses!

Chris Breezy, waddup?

I'm tryna be... Unforgettable

That's what Drake says in the hook of his song named ''Unforgettable'', don't worry, no review this time! I just felt like putting that as the title, you know.... I wanted to talk this time about myself, I'm in that mood right now, a bit emotional you could say.

You know I never understood myself, well that sounds kinda strange, let me put it in an other way: I have very strange thoughts I never understood. I've thoughts that are the opposite of my character; bad, criminal, hurting. Example? Simple: we have this customer, she can't speak, don't know, she pro'ly has some disease.
Anyway, she always askes me to top-up her credit on her phone, she doesn't ask exactly, she makes signs with her hand. Very friendly lady, with a beautiful child. Anyway then while I was topping-up, thoughts came in my head: What would happen if I just didn't do it, and ask her to talk? Saying ''I can't hear you'' while I know she can't talk, how would she react? Would she cry? ... So that's kinda strange if you ask me, I  really should let somebody check me. You pro'ly be wondering like: dude, who cares? Well I CARE.

It's also that I always have.. how do you call that in English.. let me check, one sec... prejudices! I also judge before I actually know somebody, I work in my dad's store and sometimes, a funny-looking customer comes by and I be like: Omg, shame on yourself for looking so bad, you're probably mentally retarded! And a few minutes later, when I actually talk to those people, I discover that they're very nice, good-hearted people... You know that hurts me a lot, then I feel like a fucking jerk... I really want to change that, I don't want to judge people before knowing or make fun of 'em. Honest.

But I do know where this comes from! Because I'm intelligent, yes it might sound strange but that's the reason. You see, I feel very superior because I'm smart, if I know that people aren't as smart I don't care about them and treat them in a different way. You see most girlfriends I've had, were pretty (not all of 'em were... sadly). But anyway those pretty girls, did a low schoollevel, so they weren't thát smart. Knowing that I actually chased them, they weren't aware of anything, couldn't keep up with me and probably wouldn't care if I did anything. Ow btw if you're my ex and you're reading this: yes I actually thought that you were stupid when you asked me if you were :) To continue, because I'm so smart I look down on people that don't LOOK smart, but that's sad, because you don't have to be smart, you can also be a good-hearted person! Actually I'm now just typing bullshit so I think I'm gonna end this. Just know that my personality is far from your reality and you will never know me from a distance but only if you're close to me, most of 'em still don't know how I am, sad.


I just really hope that you think of me...

Drake - ''Miss Me (ft. Lil Wayne)''

I always wanted to review this song to be honest, till now, I must have listened to this songs a hundred times or something, but hey, you can't blame me! It's dope and has stupidass awesome metaphores!The song was initially made for Bun B's album and Drake's part (verse + hook) leaked on the internet, but Lil Wayne loved the song! So he made a verse on it and shit and Bun B was like: ''Yeah okay, go ahead, you can have it'' I wonder how much Weezy payed him cause it isn't the first time he took a Bun B song (I'm Going In). Anyway, the first time I heard the full and mastered version I wasn't satisfied, I was like: Weezy's verse is wack, the hook sucks, wtf is this?! Later on, after listening it a bit more often, I really listened to what Weezy was saying and I was like: DAMN SON, where you get that from?! To be honest with ya, I also discovered the meanings of his lyrics via www.rapgenius.com. Anyway listen to the song here.

Here are some lyrics that stunned me:

[DRAKE'S VERSE]
''Bills everywhere, thrill everything and Drake just stand for Do Right And Kill Everything''
''I'm about my paper like a mawfuckin Scratch & Win''
''Every time you see me I look like I hit the lotto twice''
''I think you caught me in a moment like I catch 'em stealing flows''
''Life ain't no rehearsal, the camara's always rolling''

[WEEZY'S VERSE]
''I walk light, so I don't piss the ground off''
''Yes I am Weezy but I ain't asmethic''
''Make 'em run and tell they friends, like a marathon''
''It's only me and her, cause the Bugatti a coupe''
''Turn you to a vegetable, like you lyin' in soup''
''Real nigga talkin', shut the fuck up hoe''
''Weezy F Baby and the F is for front door, cause that's where I'ma bring it''

Overall I rate this song 9 out of 10 and I can recommend you to listen to it. Right now,
 the video has been shot and almost edited I guess, it should be out this month.

Come Real

‎''I always wonder why you put make-up on, you don't need it. And eventhough I always tell you that you're beautiful, I repeat it. Cause I don't want no singer, I don't want dancer and I don't want no fashiondesigner and nothing. I just want your love, telling you there's more than enough for me''. - Drake

This is a beautiful verse of Drake in his song named ''Come Real'' and I just wanted to say I understand him.
You see, I also think this way about most girls, though I know most of 'em apply make-up because they feel more comfortable with it, but they also should without. Because make-up doesn't make you pretty, you are or you aren't. Yes it's true that some people look good with make-up on, but without, they don't... So please pretty girls, stop hiding your beauty behind that thick make-up layer and show the world your true beauty. This way I'm not discouraging the less pretty girls, you should also stop wearing make-up 24/7, try to show the world an other side of you, try to stun people around you by showing your inside beauty outside! This was my temporary advice.