13 feb 2011

Walked Away

Feelings are so complicated. Especially when you really don't understand them. One moment I'm in love, the other moment I don't give a shit. I gotta confess that I never felt love, I never REALLY had a girlfriend, a girl that was there for you when you was in need of her. I always have been there for girls, but it never quite worked out and I never understood why. How come it never worked out with me, but a few months later it worked out with somebody else? It's so frustrating, because I want to know how it is to be in love, but it never was possible. Some say it's faith, some say it's time, but I say it's driving me crazy. This might sound desperate, really I don't give a shit, I just wanted to clear this up.. Clear what up? Ow right, just the controversy in myself, I wanted it black on white. There must be a day, that even I can feel love, then I'll be like Sean Garret in his song. But the worst part of everything must be what I mentioned in the begin; it doesn't work out with me but a few months later it does with someone else. I don't understand why you aren't with me, I never brought you trouble in the first place. But falling in love with him? That must be the worst way... Ow and if you understand what I'm going through, listen to this song.